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31July - Thoughts

Met up with Nikkolette and Sophia to SIM for Esprieme Audition. Will update about it in my next post. Stay tuned. Anyway, talked it all out tonight once I reached home and settled down. Yes, at the end of the day... The feelings is truly fucked up to those people who meant a lot to me. Especially when I only have a few people who meant so much to me.... I decided to lose one of them for good for all the things happened. I sort of have it enough for things to happened twice. It's not only my problem since it takes two hands to clap, correct? I still can't accept the fact why I even let things to happened it the second time. Maybe it's all about second chance. While the other one, I'm unwilling to just let it go. Friendship is just so precious between both of us. Moreover it's still a long run thingy (which I don't wish to further explain) Keeping it myself is what I used to be long ago. Until I know someone dearly forcing me to speak up but until this person...