Shirley Y. ●﹏●

Yesterday was my off day yet still went to school~ Upgraded and reformatted my lappy as it was getting more & more things =.= plus my stupid SQL can't work despite I install and reinstall a few times... (Hais~ once agn..tot of smth =.=) Quite okay using Windows 7 as the battery span doesn't seems to use very fast (Y) But anyway still need to get use due to the new functions and so on... So for that hell of 4 hrs went to the library watching entertainment shows with my iPhone :D Luckily have my iPhone with me plus 45minutes for power naps! hehehe~ Meeting Steve after his lesson. Been a long time not seeing him. Wanted to go TRCC end up he wants to go Beijing restaurant -.- Hmm, talk a lot a lot of things.... He says I Iooked weak o.o'''' Hmm~ Will try to be happy anyway~ After that collect my lappy and went to TRCC rest! So comfortable~ OMG love my webcam! With all the different designs and patterns. Wahaha took some with Steve. Meet Vin then we went to Caus...

Lesson today was fast yet… I’ve done NOTHING productive at all. Cause the stupid program not working and gotta spend some time on check wth is going on. Worst thing asked my faci. Her replied, IDK nv see this happened be. Then ask me close and open agn the program and walked away… I was like ~ Durh? =.= tried umpteen times but still same result. Quite desperate can’t do anything. RJ was also a killer for me G.G Anyway lesson ended quite early ard 2.45 no ppt no ws to submit~ First time has been home this early. Ended up back home emo-ing. Zzz~ Mum reached home tells me more about last time. Hmm, sad story… If he was here he will be 1 yrs younger than me… But this is fate. If not I’ll be glad to have one. If he was still here, how will my childhood be? Not alone? Plus, definitely it will be a total different situation from now. So hope tomorrow will be a better day! YES, it will. Btw create a new tumblr :) toodles~

Firstly, wanna thanks people who actually comfort me. Seriously a big T H A N K Y O U . Even though some of you guys say no need lah or whatever. However your care and concern are greatly appreciated~ ;) Except for a few person ah, keep pouring cold water. One day u will get it from me keke~ I’ll just need some times to get better. Meanwhile I’ll get my craziness first. TEEHEE! She’s say I’m strong…. But maybe is how I look holding on a positive direction. Although at times there may be a breakdown. But at the moment I’m still confused if the way I hold on is it correct~ So I’ll let craziness rule over me first!! Today I get to know quite a number of friends. Haha~ went home with Corrine….Chatted lots of things... congrats on ur 3rd mths… Today’s lesson was still okay. At least, I got confident in getting an A, provided my RJ direction was written correctly. Hehe. Last week got a B because I answered 1 worksheet question wrong. Frm the comments I was like WTF! Just because of 1 freaki...

Last night went after a fast dinner went out to search the children. Spend quite a long time finding them. Went to their so called usual "hang out" place but they was not there~ Hmm feel very cold while walking... 突然有一股冲动很想打给你。。。非常的想你~ While looking for them, passed by a house with lots of teenagers. Some how a gathering. Have this feeling also wanting a family where i'm the only child living with my parents. Have a beautiful picture of wat a family is... 一切是我的妄想吧! Cause it will not be possible.... Sometimes I envy my auntie's son... These few nights feels terrible.. Alone in the children's room resting.. Closing my eyes with all the flashback in my mind and smile sweetly.. But once once opened my eyes, instantly tears of happiness and sadness just rolled down my cheeks. I'm back again. Telling myself WTH I'm turning lidat? Go back to check on that blog. Agn I post some comments~ Spend long time looking at it. Guess my mum sense smth wrong with me. These f...

Ytd was doing Java dunno wat happened I tend not to talk. No good result after doing codes with hell lots of error. Towards the end, Faci went round do checking. Lots of problems but he taught me wat to do so... Today's lesson quite blur plus alot to read too~ simply no idea what to do when doing the ppt... However got some "resource" frm teammates and I started editing it adding other worksheet qns etc... 6P was another long thingy.. with hell lots of information. Wonder did I choose the wrong course.. G.G Anyway finally done everything. Long RJ done~ ^^, Even I slept early last night but I still feel very tried and sleepy... perhaps is the class atmosphere and so on... Ytd went to do some commenting on ur blog, but I'm not sure if u check it out already... As usual it seems like a daily routine happening to me...Silent tears. Ppl try to bad commenting but why I still stood up for?? Guess love is really blind... and I'm already blind by it. Anyway helping out Vin...

I love you, I dun wish it ended this way~ Dun tell me everything is fake frm the starting cus I know it's not! Your part of me that hangs me on. IMY If u think today marks the end how abt mark the end of me..... =/ So I should also change too~ Perhaps i suddenly tot of my mum... How hard life is find a solution. Cus eventually problems will solve. Cus no matter how much difficulties she manage to.. ya ... :) Got mother got daughter. How abt getting the same fate. Simply hurts not becus tat curel fact u told. Cus I dun give a damn of that fact. Wat hurts me tat i dun believe wat u saying is just trying push me away~ Maybe I'm just a dummy~ even push me away i still wanna get back~ Forget her! Why waste time waiting for her... Changed for good~

School already started and I’ve attended 2 lessons. So far my class just seems like okay only. Learning programming and some computer data stuff. zzz.. I still can remember the first day for of Year 1 Semester 2. It was so fun and so on other beautiful memories. Watched the drama終極三國 and they talked about friendship. So thinking back there are so many joyful memories we gone through~ Nicknames, jokes, all the different suan-ing, the ways we communicate and so many many more…Most importantly not forgetting the concern PMs gave me, even up till now because of my blurness~ zzz. Small little things really touch me a lot. So THANKS GUYS =) hehex… Unfortunately our offdays are all different even my Baobei and mine too =( Nvm~ Actually still thought of maybe can spend more time with him or wat. But just too bad….So maybe my offdays I can study for my FTT or revise my school work. Try to adsorb slowly~~~ Going to rebond my hair tmr =) hehe. Should I cut bangs agn? Most likely yes…Or short hai...

fionn me shijie xingan baobei Today mum went to slp early so get the chance to blog. Sometimes did want to ask my mum back to use the lappy just to chat with u. But every time I got it but ended up u were busy. So smth I just feel not like using it. Anyway these few days were very tired. Went to work feel very sloppy must have a hot milk tea helping me to stay awake. Even they says its not good for girls to have it every day so? Heck care. Last Tuesday went to meet up with Fionn and Shijie . Unfortunately Esther and Huiwen were busy. Went to town then to Bugis . Bought a bag for myself and I’m quite happy. Have more bags now. Hahaha . Ytd went back to work agn to hlp out doing the documents. Bored! Anyway I should be able to settled by tmr so next week not coming by agn . School is reopening soon. So hope that will have fun classmate same as my year 1 both sem class :) toodles ....