We're soo busy with our life or rather, jobs. Less time to spent with each other... I just miss you so badly... Sadly, this holiday we only met once/twice? =( This holidays wasn't a good one for him... Yet sometimes I'm being not very understanding... I admit. But sometimes is really due to some reason. Perhaps I'm just really being insecure.. This insecure doesn't seems to let go of things. Why and what am I so afraid of? Maybe I just need constant reminder from you to really bring away my insecureness. Each time you do that, I peace down. (LOL sounds like some illness -.- ignore* but the meaning is there lah.) Sometimes I really hate myself... Always wonder why am I here... Guess some of you guys also think the same way? Well, sadly can't change the fact that we're just here.. Mummy took off last week.. We went to the law firm to settle some stuff. While she's explaining to the lawyer, there are so many things that I didn't knew about it! She was ...