Okay I don’t is it I’m slow or what cause I don’t know who he refers to. Maybe is for the other girl or what? But anyway….. The feeling of seeing someone you know or used to be soooo close with until I just don’t know how to react. Smile back? Avoid? Act as if I dint see you? Continue to talk with her? I really don't know.So what I can do is just pretend we are strangers. I miss the time too when we were all very close friends. I keep on asking them we should have a meet out maybe slack or anything? Like we once asked u out to eat or rather the class for breakfast? That point of time I decided to face it. But ended up said u were busy. How true? Idk. Maybe you can treat nth is going on cause you said you have no feelings for me. But it may seem difficult for me because mine feelings for you isn’t FAKE! Last chat on msn it’s seems like u make me feel that all these “kindness” are just triggers to fall for you. I’m quite speechless actually. Not because all this “kindness/care” but ...