Spamming msg to my dad, he finally called me back. Morning picked me, deardear and Vincent to school. HAHAHA damn funny due to my dad’s fast speed driving. :X
Yurong told me what he dreamed of. Maybe inside of me feel a little happy. But dreams are just dreams. They are opposite reality. Cause it’s impossible for that to happen.
Knowing PMs makes my life better with endless laughter. Met Vincent and Yurong eating at koufu after lessons. Was laughing all the way from Vin’s class all the way to koufu. Been a very long time I laugh till my stomach cramp. 锅贴 my fav. Yurong wanna make me xia sui by shouting so loud. But WAHAHA think i won’t shout too? But in the end I lose abt the cheap cheap thingy. SIANXZX
Walked to mrt station with them is a heart attack journey they keep wanting to throw my labby to each other -.-
When I reach home, no one realize I’m home. So I walked up to my room. And “pom” fell asleep on the bed. I know is kinda dirty didn’t bath and just sleep. Super tired. Until I start to sweat cause the room windows are all closed -.- Bath and continue sleep agn although my hair is still wet..
Yesterday my first driving lesson. My instructor damn funny. While I a bit gan chiong in driving and controlling, he took out his chewing gum and ask me if I want. Then I said okay. But I not enough hand to take so he hlp me to control the steering wheel while I take the chewing gum.
When we start he drive up from lvl 3 directly to lvl 5 multi-story carpark so I can learn the circuit. OMG! When going down the multi-story, he asked me to drive down! I jitao STUN! Cause it’s very steep (lvl 5 direct to lvl 3) plus it’s not wide too.
I asked him: Really drive down ah?
He replied: Don’t worry I’m here..
So drive down he also hold on to the steering wheel to.
Hope I won’t forget what I’ve learned for the day. Took the shuttle bus and alight opposite Admiralty MRT. Saw PA-SA-MA-LAM and bought many foods! Ya, I dint forget that time. How about u guys?
Today
Morning met Nikko and her bf buying breakfast. My stomach is feeling unwell but idk why. Since I bought coffee so no choice got to drink plus if I don’t drink I cnnt bth the whole day.By the time I wanted to drink it become cold. :(
Lunch met with a group of year 1 sem1 classmates. Didn’t eat anything due to fullness. Went to the flea market. :D bought a keychain with Corrine. I like that couple whistle keychain. Very nice. But… Saw many accessories so tempted by all. But I refrain myself from buying it.
After that went to reel room looked for my classmatessss. Ohh now I knew the difference between pool and billiard. Banbee, JX and Kenny explained to me. Me really like mountain tortoise -.- don’t know everything. Seriously lack of exposure. Drank strawberry frost for lunch and hope to keep me full. WOOTS! Database RJ till Sunday night! Because my database is weak so it will be different for me to solve. :(
Walked to mrt with Ruyu and we keep bad mouth of the guy in front lah. Cause of the short pants he’s wearing. HAHA damn bad lurh :P Just nice YP msg me. Then we met at Yishun together with his 2 other friends. I went to buy an earring and comb a bit ps sia. Letting 3 guys to wait for me. =.=’’’’ . OMG never been there for quite some time and there is this very beautiful shop selling shoes. The design of the shop is so princess lah. Damn nice. End up his friends went to arcade while YP and I went to find a place to chat lor. YP I knew you also read my blog. Make sure u doesn’t do the stupid stun u mention and do it in front of my class hor!
Silent tears.
So random days, Mum has been constantly asking me anything wrong with me. Did she really sense something? However I always try to divert the conversation if not just say I’m tired for the day. Recently she also been asking me one question which simply turned me off. Even grandma was asking me to… Sometimes I get so pissed off but I try not to talk back because they are just trying to help me. Cant I take it slow.
Night chats with YP makes me think of him. Like we used to chat everyday and late at night.
HE - First guy whom I webcam with. Whom I trusted and willing to speak what I feel for everything and I first cried in front of a guy...Whom I worried for him up till now. Whom…..ISLH & ISMH. I still rmb when your are happy regarding the status thingy in msn. It just so sweet that you are so happy when I actually removed her name.
Being random now~ cause keeps getting blue black! Last few day the back of my legs have 2 big ones! Worst is… I don’t know how I get that >.<>
Sometimes I feel like I will not be remembered unless people need me.
Sometimes I feel I’m suck at comforting people. Cause it seems like no word outta my mouth.
Sometimes I feel I’m really dumb. Why do I still care so much when he seems like nothing happened at all.
Sometimes I feel what the hell I’m living for.
Sometimes I feel inferior.
Sometimes I feel I lost all my courage.
Sometimes sometimes and sometimes……
The other uncle of mine told my mum smth which will happen in August. Hope this time he is not accurate. If not I really don’t know what to do. I shall hope August coming real soon and ending fast too.
“Falling for someone the first time is easy. It’s the second time; after you have fallen and trusted someone to catch you and they didn’t. That’s when it becomes difficult to let yourself fall again.”
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