It's a whole lots of words. So the after effect will erm-hem.. hehe..
Start of the year, things doesn't seems to start well. I was feeling why not take me away. Im blaming for my nonsense and everything. Maybe I'm just feeling tired and need a break? or a good laugh? It's like for this semester school, work and school. Waking up early in the morning for school and work. Even for weekends. Didn't really have a time to enjoy.. Movie, K-ing, slacking around. Whats more, assignment. -.-
Anyway I couldn't stop thinking about things and started crying because we ain't talking. Some might think it's silly or stupid. Like to the extent, need to cry mea? Can't helped it when you are just being so sad and tears just flows down like that. It's like a big deal to me no matter how much I tried to ignore.. Can I just ignore and hold my tears? Easy to say but hard to do.
How about you? Are you already ignoring thing where the fact you actually feel irritated? Or are you still concerning checking out my stuffs and so on? It's easy for you to check on me. I'm like always updating here and there. Some time is like getting desperate of wanting to know how do you do or feel now? Still sick? or doing codes & some researching or maybe k-ing, slacking & movie. All I can do is guess. So guess what I'm guessing now? Perhaps there some high ego on both side that none of us wants to start talking? @_@ So how it is gonna be? Still the same? Or there's nth wrong at all.
MIS tmr. Last week although my slides are well done but a question was being asked in the class but I couldn't answer it, even after researching it. RJ was also not well done so kinda expect what grade I'm having... I realize that my SAD grades for the past 10 weeks are surprisingly nice. I'm present for all lessons and no lates. Just got a LOA don't even have partial hor. HEHE Every time wanted to partial but since I already do so much partial also wasted moreover he also not partialling so yah just stay on :) Just remember that I'm having UT tmr. Roughly scanned through already.
Otw home I feel like vomiting -.- it's like my chest feels stuffy, head getting somehow heavy. Motion sickness? But it never happened when I took the shuttle bus = Maybe I need to drink more water. Water is very essential to me since I get heaty more easily then others -.- and ya I'm having ulcer.. =\
Just now waited for my mum to watch her DVDs. Seems like my lappy becomes a DVD player hurh.
Well all I can do is hope tmr will be better..
*hugs & kisses* miss you.
goodnight, sweet dreams...
Start of the year, things doesn't seems to start well. I was feeling why not take me away. Im blaming for my nonsense and everything. Maybe I'm just feeling tired and need a break? or a good laugh? It's like for this semester school, work and school. Waking up early in the morning for school and work. Even for weekends. Didn't really have a time to enjoy.. Movie, K-ing, slacking around. Whats more, assignment. -.-
Anyway I couldn't stop thinking about things and started crying because we ain't talking. Some might think it's silly or stupid. Like to the extent, need to cry mea? Can't helped it when you are just being so sad and tears just flows down like that. It's like a big deal to me no matter how much I tried to ignore.. Can I just ignore and hold my tears? Easy to say but hard to do.
How about you? Are you already ignoring thing where the fact you actually feel irritated? Or are you still concerning checking out my stuffs and so on? It's easy for you to check on me. I'm like always updating here and there. Some time is like getting desperate of wanting to know how do you do or feel now? Still sick? or doing codes & some researching or maybe k-ing, slacking & movie. All I can do is guess. So guess what I'm guessing now? Perhaps there some high ego on both side that none of us wants to start talking? @_@ So how it is gonna be? Still the same? Or there's nth wrong at all.
MIS tmr. Last week although my slides are well done but a question was being asked in the class but I couldn't answer it, even after researching it. RJ was also not well done so kinda expect what grade I'm having... I realize that my SAD grades for the past 10 weeks are surprisingly nice. I'm present for all lessons and no lates. Just got a LOA don't even have partial hor. HEHE Every time wanted to partial but since I already do so much partial also wasted moreover he also not partialling so yah just stay on :) Just remember that I'm having UT tmr. Roughly scanned through already.
Otw home I feel like vomiting -.- it's like my chest feels stuffy, head getting somehow heavy. Motion sickness? But it never happened when I took the shuttle bus = Maybe I need to drink more water. Water is very essential to me since I get heaty more easily then others -.- and ya I'm having ulcer.. =\
Just now waited for my mum to watch her DVDs. Seems like my lappy becomes a DVD player hurh.
Well all I can do is hope tmr will be better..
*hugs & kisses* miss you.
goodnight, sweet dreams...
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