REST IN PEACE, LIM XIAN DA....
How are you already? This is the question hanging in my mind always...
Today is the 7th day. Visit your Mum & Sis already right? How about friends?
I MISS YOU SO MUCH.
There are so many things that we spent together which I will never forget....
I miss when:
you hugged me when I reached your place the first thing.
you were sleeping beside me.
we argued who looks more cute.
we went to supermarket and bought food for our first chalet (class) together.
we webcam until we fell asleep, lappy was in font of us until we woke up we in the morning we see each other sleeping.
you tell me your sister/friends bully you(hahaha).
we shared your favourite blanket.
I can't sleep, you sang song for me.
we sang song together on the phone.
you always put your arm around my shoulders.
I'm sleeping beside you & u hugged me tightly.
you taught me how to do school assignment & revised ut with me.
accompanied me to wait for my shuttle bus
watching drama before/after in lesson (Hai Pie Tian Xin)
not forgetting all our heart to heart chats
and so many many others....
Reversi was one of his Java Assignment last year. We used team viewer so that he can control my lappy from his lappy & played this together. Halfway playing it, I told him that I'm going down for dinner, so left my lappy on. He actually did the picture above...
Ehh? Now than I realize he used "Y" instead or "U" LOL So surprise when I saw this...
Not forgetting all the places we went to...Night Safari, Dinner with a few close friends, movie, partial and etc...
This was the first valentine gift I received from him...♥
It's was actually a puzzle and being frame up. He choose all these pictures cause he knows that he can't put our photos.
Very considerate, sweet & smart guy.. =)
I have lots of first time with you... Too many to list down... One of it was the above gift.
But one of the most unwilling one was to attend your funeral.. It was my first time attending funeral and it was yours... How hard to accept such things...
Up till now I still don't understand why... It's not only me but everyone too...
You leave me questioning myself...Question myself sooo much. Perhaps you will also say that i think to much liao...
I remembered you said before(very long ago), due to some reason you might just disappear to some other place to hide... How I wish what you say was very true... When I called and it was your sister answered, I hope this was a joke and even hope that it wasn't you, couldn't believe that it was you... Sigh*
Right now, where ever I go, all the place seems to let me remind of you...
Even I'm joking around with my friends, laughing happily but part of me is going to cry... Hoping that I could share with you... Seeing you smiling or giving comments about it.
♥
Anyway during this period, got to really thanks to those people who show care and concern to me.... It may take time for me to be back to my normal self, but I'm definitely better already. Really sorry for bringing down the mood within my group of close friends.. Seeing them sad makes me feel bad too...
Shall update soon....
xoxo