Thinking back, it's gonna be a year soon.. Yet I could still remembered that day so well... My STM/LTM has failed me to forget all these. Well some memories just won't leave the mind... I still miss the happy moments and wish to put down all the hatred for you... Yes, it's stupid to hate a dead person but it's kinda like a mixed emotion just that happy and hatred some how managed to co-exist together. Back again, I'm asking myself the same old question, have I let go? Or it's because of losing a friend that cause me still grieving over it..
Well besides this, I'm quite vexed over my birthday stuff. Seems like I have so many things need to prepare! Yet to done many things. Well hope it's a success! I shall not tolerate any form of forcing me to do something I refuse, baseline -fuck off..
Ciaos